Been a long time......

So I can't believe it's been since January that I took time to write something..anything. Good news is Robbie is still cancer free. It has really taken its toll especially financially. We've found out that cereal is a good thing to eat for dinner and that you have to keep your fingers crossed that when your underwear starts to fall apart it will last for one more day! LOL
But now I've decided that I'm done feeling like crap so I'm actually doing something about it besides bitching and complaining. I am now in day 2 of detoxing from some of the "fun" things in life: SUGAR, GLUTIN, CAFFEINE, ALCOHOL, DAIRY. I have committed myself to trying this for the 30 days. So far so good. I only laid awake in bed for a few hours last night wondering just what the hell I thought I was/am doing to myself?!!
It all began last weekend when I had to "gorge" myself with the most high fattening foods I could find. I did gain 3 lbs. in 4 four days. So by sunday night I was really moody, my face had started to breakout, my stomach was soooo bloated and I felt the worse I have ever felt, my self esteem was literally in the crapper How can people eat like this every day??? By the time Monday morning had arrived, I was looking forward to going back to normal food. It does suck that I can only eat 500 calories a day, but all I can say is these HCG drops had better work! This is my last attempt to lose the extra weight I have been blessed with all my life. A good thing: I have lost 2 lbs. in the first day. So by the time my 30 days is up, I'm hoping a few more lbs. is gone! Wish me luck!! Or wish Robbie luck---he has to live with me!